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What happened next is hard to put in words. I saw the ambulance drive off with my body in it! My spirit was out and free and in no pain at all! I had a short but fast life review (like a movie) that I hardly remember except I knew what it was about. It scared me because I thought my life was about to end. I was rushed to the hospital where I woke up in darkness that night. I couldn’t speak or move as tubes were up my nose and down my throat, and my leg was in traction. I actually thought I was in hell, I was so terrified.
A nurse cracked the door open, spilling light into the room and told me I had been in an accident and need to go back to sleep and rest. The next day my family was surrounding my bed and a priest was kneeling beside me giving me Last Rights and praying the rosary. I was instantly above my body looking down at me. I was feeling bad about how awful I looked and how sad my family was until I noticed that I was traveling fast towards the wall where the wooden cross of Jesus was hanging. I went into a huge ball of white light that protected me and brought me to Heaven. I could see myself skipping and laughing and holding a man’s strong hand. Looking up and seeing Jesus wearing a white flowing gown and sandals made me feel so loved. I was so excited to go where He was taking me. Then He told me “it is not your time; you have to go back.”
I wanted to throw my eight year old self down and have a tantrum and cry in disbelief. I didn’t want to leave Him. Unfortunately, I ended up back in the hospital room, above my damaged body. Upset and not wanting to go back into my body I bounced around the room like a racquetball not wanting to hit the ground. I was fighting to not go back as hard as I could until I was suctioned into my chest area with a “pop!” and with no choice but to surrender. Ever since my accident I have not felt the same and still long to return to Heaven. I have suffered with severe panic attacks since then. Thirty three years later, I have just recently been baptisted as a Christian, and finally feel brave enough to share.