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Experience description:
I was visiting a friend with Muscular Dystrophy, in Lake Tahoe. Barney was in a wheelchair and accompanied by his brother and friends. I had met Barney a short time before at a camp in Warner Springs, Ca. where I had been living. (Warner Springs is very small, remote town in the mountains of Southern California.)
Barney had called me and invited me up to visit with him and his brothers in Lake Tahoe. I said “yes” and booked a flight.
After a couple of days things were getting a little boring and I needed some outside time. Barney was not able to get around, so the time was spent mostly inside. His brothers had been playing outside and invited me to come joining them. They had tied a rope around the bumper of a car and were pulling their friend in a snow saucer across the snow covered road. Laughing and giggling they were having a great time. All of a sudden the young boy they were pulling went out of control. As I was watching, I was horrified and immediately made a deceleration into the Universe… “Oh God, don’t let that happen to him. I know he won’t survive the accident!”
He was heading for a parked car and I knew it wasn’t going to be good. At that moment he rolled over, bruised his shoulder, got up and walked away.
The following day I found myself doing exactly the same thing.
It was in the late after noon and Barneys brothers asked me if I wanted a go at it. Not thinking about what had almost happened the day before, I said “Sure.” I sat down crossed legged in the snow saucer and held onto the rope. The boys piled in the car and began to pull me through the snow. As I was being towed I said “Go faster!” and at that moment a voice came in my head and said “We’ll show you where ‘Go faster’ gets you.
The boys turned off to the right and I swung out to the left, towards a parked car! I was moving at a rate of approximately 30 mph. A voice came in my head and said “You better turn your head or you will hit the car face on.”
So I turned my head and took the impact to left side of my head.
“Oh my God, we killed Barneys girlfriend! What are we going to tell him?”
I left my body and went into an oar of all white light! It was totally warm and Peaceful, pure Love emanating through me and around. At that moment my Grand father, who had passed away early that year, appeared to me and embraced.
“My darling, you have a decision to make.”
I knew the decision was to stay or to come back.
At that moment I had a opportunity to view my life. Ever thing seemed whole and complete, I knew my dog and cat would be taken care of, and I was pretty much willing to go, but I had some questions to be answered.
I asked if there would be anything wrong with me if I chose to come back?
A voice answered “No. The only thing that would show would be the scar of the tracheotomy.”
“Would I remember this dream?”
The voice came back, “Yes and if anyone would ask you about the scar, it would be and opportunity to share your experience.”
“If I chose to stay, what would be the cause of death?”
“It will show that you spinal cord had been severed.”
“If I stay, what will become of me?”
“You become the Light.”
At that moment a Highway Patrol man showed up by my side. My brother was in the Highway Patrol so I immediately recognized the uniform and came back into my body. I told him “I am having this incredible dream!”
He said “No, you hit the car.”
I wanted to tell him about this out of body experience I was having but he brought it back down to a physical level. With that I wasn’t interested and went back out of my body.
Soon the ambulance show up and rolled me over and put me inside the ambulance and rushed me off to the hospital.
On the way I remember sitting up, out of my body and looking out the ambulance window. I remember remarking to myself “Oh, there is Lake Tahoe, and I have a ticket to fly.”
So once again I was out of my body looking over Lake Tahoe from above.
The ambulance pulled into the hospital, wheeled my body into the emergency room and I remember them asking about emergency contact numbers. I came back into my body and tried to give them the phone number to my mom but I then started throwing up. There was blood and yuck and grossness all over me and I didn’t want to hang around for that. So once again, back out I went.
When I finally came back into my body, I was sitting up in my body on the operating table. I was looking over my left shoulder watching the doctors do the tracheotomy. When they finished, I laid back down in my body and resumed my life.
Now getting back to the point as to when I made my decision to come back.
In the beginning I met my grand father in the Light. When the voice in the Light, was talking to me it seemed like it was coming from above. The voice was neither female or male. When I was having the question answerer period, it was as if my Grand father had left. I remember there was a period of time that I was left alone in this beautiful white marble surrounding, which I later described as a Maxfield Parrish painting.
Later I came to learn that my mother had a dream that night. My grand father had come to her in a dream. He told her “Lauren is dead.”
My mother then said “No, you will not have her. She was only your grand daughter and you will not take her from me.” She then became physical violent with him and then he left. That was her dream she shared with me later on in the hospital.
Simultaneously to my mothers dream I remembered being in the Light and acknowledge the space, saying “that the gift I am being given is to stay, but I can’t except the gift right now because my mother will greave greatly for my loss.” I saw that every time she fell into depression, she would sink deeper because of my death.
The voice came back and said “So shall it be and what you shall receive is a blessing.”
At that moment I knew I was going to survive the accident. Nobody else knew I was going to live, but I did. I think that is why I was having so much fun coming in and out of my body.
I was in the intensive care unit for several days in order to stabilize my body. I then had 9 hours of reconstructive surgery to wire my face back together. Remained in the hospital for several days after surgery, I was then able to fly back home.
Six weeks later I was vacation in Mexico with my mom.
I was known in the hospital as a miracle case.
I came back, full of Joy, making people laugh doing the IV Disco down the halls and making obscene calls to respiratory therapy, holding the phone up to my tracheotomy and breathing heavily!
Questions & answers
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes I hit a parked car with the left side of my face. I had 5 skull fractures, broke both orbits of my eyes, destroyed my left cheek bone and broke my jaw in 3 places.
Was the experience difficult to express in words?….No….
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?….More consciousness and alertness than normal When I was out of my body!….Every thing was so clear. I had no control over my physical nor did I want it but my spiritual body could come and go as it pleased… and boy did I have fun with it!
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Prior to the accident I was a “wild child” taking chances, saying things like “This joke will kill you.”
Afterwards I realized these bodies are a gift and to take life more seriously. I also found meditation which helps me to reconnect to my higher self.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. It was as if “hearing” was not through my ears but all encompassing, even thou I described the voice coming from above, it seemed as if it was all around.
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? Yes I think the answerer to that is in my statement #2
What emotions did you feel during the experience?….Oh my, it was like pure love flowing around me and through me!
Did you pass into or through a tunnel?….Yes….Yes but I sure went fast! The bright light at the end sure brought me through quickly.
Did you see an unearthly light?….Yes….Every thing was in the bright light, no form but an all knowingness.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?….I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin Yes in my answerer #2
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?….Yes My Grand father.
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?….Yes….It was like a fast moving picture of my life. Nothing stood out in particular but a knowingness that all was ok.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?….A clearly mystical or unearthly realm….My favorite way of describing it was like a Maxfield Parrish Painting.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down?….Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning….There was no time.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?….Everything about myself or others….I knew what would happen to my mom and her feeling of depression. I didn’t want to be responsible for her sadness.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?….No….Sure was easy to get in and out of my body.
Did you come to a border or point of no return?….I came to a definite conscious decision to “return” to life….Its all in question #2
Did scenes from the future come to you?….No….
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?….Yes….There was a sense of all knowingness.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:….Large changes in my life….I found teachings that reconnected me with my out of body experience. I love and need my meditations.….
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes I am a better person for it. I am more compassionate and understanding of others.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?….No
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes The first time was immediately after when I saw my mom. I share my experience when it seems appropriate and it has all ways been well received.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?….No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:….Experience was definitely real I was as real as I am sitting here typing this.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:….Experience was definitely real….It was as real as explaining a trip to Europe.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?….Yes….I have a greater respect for myself and others and a greater Love that unites us all.
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?….Yes Big time!!! Check out the teachings of Paramahansa Yogananda.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?….Yes Only in meditation. The peace and love I experience when I let go of my restlessness.
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes Sure did!
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The whole thing. I never experienced any pain in the accident.
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?….God speed and remember… You don’t dye, you just move to Santa Cruz.
Source:
http://www.ascensionearth2012.org/2014/05/the-gift-i-am-being-given-is-to-stay.html