Dear friends,

Did you experience the ‘still softness’ of this December’s Solstice day, a pause in the general intensity?

As higher dimensions press into the 3D ‘reality’, becoming more visible and tangible, the energies seeking to maintain duality mode have applied more pressure to keep the veil of separation in place. The results are obvious around the planet, in the extreme acts of souls not centered enough in their hearts to balance through these energies. Peace may feel a million miles from such acts…..yet peace is with(in) us more deeply than ever, radiating from the higher frequency realms through Gaia’s heart grid, into every heart that opens to connect with them, with all Life.

You may have noticed the word ‘grace’ appearing a lot recently. I felt a heightened flow of, literally, Divine Grace, come into and around the Earth this last two weeks, prefigured by seeing the numbers 12:12 everywhere for months beforehand. On the day of 12:12 this year, the energies of Sananda and Lady Nada (who incarnated on Earth as Jesus and Mary Magdalene) streamed around the planet as a merged Twin Flame flow. The feeling of ‘Grace’, the gift of their united Flame, is so strong, yet pure and soft as this Solstice window through to Christmas – which is now a gift of collective pause, to breathe and assimilate deeply, taking in new levels of light, becoming a ‘golden rose’. For two days after the 12:12, I sat with Sananda and Lady N in my inner heart, feeling and remembering ‘Grace’. On Dec. 14, their merged energy imprinted in clouds over the garden:

Sylphs danced around them:

In the close-up, their merged figure, divine feminine-masculine One Flame, is standing in a ring of cloud sylphs, rose touched with gold:

For some of us still in process with clearing old stuff, this influx of Grace shook loose buried fear kernels. Reflection is so direct and instant now! I’ll share a little about the form this took for me, as it may assist some of you who have recently asked about contacting our star brothers and sisters, and why is it ‘not happening’.

For me, the ‘shaking loose’ began with toothache, while attending an award in which I had poem, titled Flying is Easy. The judge’s report ended with, “This work…is as original and heroic as Icarus in its reach.” Her comment signalled ‘something going on’, as I’d also had a story published last year in a collection called Daughters of Icarus. (If you’re not familiar with the ancient Greek myth, Icarus fashioned wings for himself and flew high into the sky, but as he neared the Sun, the wax holding his wings together melted and he crashed fatally back to Earth.)

After leaving the writers’ centre, while driving from the hills down toward Perth, the starship Shem Arua* decloaked into 3D, in a cloudless, sunny sky right over the city, about 300 ft above it. It was wonderful to see the ship for a few seconds, as a disc of luminous silver-white, decloaking fluidly right to left, then cloaking again left to right. My heart was full of love and warmth….yet there was also a niggling unease, overprotectiveness even, for star family – with visions of the fleet doing a mass decloaking and being shot down. Later that night I woke from a dream of Maldek (a planet in the solar system that was destroyed long ago). I knew I’d been on a ship, with my Twin as captain, stationed close to Maldek at the time, and thought I had already thoroughly cleared the fear and loss of faith stored in the karmic ‘memory bank’ from that time. Our ship was lost along with other fleet ships, and indeed, the planet itself. I had recalled these events, healed and released them….but with a tooth now cracked to the roots, I was impelled to feel in deeper and fully release a longer trail behind Maldek, of destructions and challenging ascensions, going back to Lyra and beyond.

It doesn’t have to be complicated to release stored fear-attached energies of galactic memories (or any memories). It is simply acknowledging what is being shaken from the roots, with peace and faith in your heart, trust in the love of Source, and cleansing out what no longer serves you. Peace. Faith. Trust. The energies that we lost along the way in the polarity experience – the same energies that when deeply held in our being, erase the hidden attachments that keep us from deeply holding peace, faith and trust.

For me, this clearing was twofold. Firstly, with strong inner heart focus, merged with Higher Self, I said: “I hereby bless and release all energies of fear, loss of faith, unsafety and annihilation, encompassing all planetary, star systems and galactic memories, in this Now and forever. I allow my whole BEing to fill with Source’s infinite love, in full trust and freedom, as the creator being I Am. And so it is.”

Concurrently, a fine-tuning practice for a chakra of the new template, the Well of Dreams chakra, came through to complete the cleansing at a deep chakra/ionic level (electromagnetic ions are like the ‘cells’ of our subtle bodies, and store energy imprints. When they store only Light, the physical cells open like flowers to that higher frequency). I’ve mentioned the Well of Dreams before, as a small chakra located at the brainstem/hindbrain – the old reptile brain, which energetically connects to the three lower chakras, and communicates the ‘old template survival/ego program’ to them. Opening and stabilizing the frequency of this chakra, in conjunction with opening and stabilizing your Heart centre, gets the message of the ‘new template’ of pure love, harmony and oneness flowing to the lower chakras – which makes it much easier to release old structures, beliefs and memories based in duality/linear thinking, and overwrite them with higher Love.

I’ve been using a visualization of a pink rose in the Well of Dreams, to help it stay tuned to divine Love. To assist in full clearing, the Peony Rose has also come forward.

Peony is used in flower therapy to ‘dispel nightmares’….exactly what the activation of the Well of Dreams chakra over the hindbrain does: dispelling the old nightmare ‘reality’, to become a creative Well of Sweet Dreams, ultimately a well of Golden Light. As Sananda says: ‘Make of your being a reservoir of golden light.’ This moment cradled between Solstice and Christ Mass, feels perfect to open and high-tune the Well of Dreams, and if you have any clinging fears or old habits that are no longer serving you, but you find hard to let go, Peony Rose is a gift for this moment!

For those who ask about connecting with star family, in relation to the galactic memory clearing above, if you’re a soul who has been through galactic wars, and those memory prints are embedded in your subconscious, your ions, clearing them through pure love, faith and trust in Source, realigning your ‘fidelity’ to Source, is a big step in clearing the way for contact with higher dimensional beings. Where there is distrust/fear, be honest with yourself (unacknowledged fears are often the ones that get in the way most), love yourself, reaffirm your faith in Source, in the divine plan of Love. Buried fears can lead to blocked, unclear or interfered with connections, and unsteady discernment. Before working with new higher chakras like the Well of Dreams, I recommend the Heart-centering practices here, and suggest you look through the Practices page for fine-tuning chakra exercises. Blessings of the peony rose to you! And of Golden Love, always.

Joy and love to all, on our journeys of transformation.

Namaste <3

*Visit the Lightships page and November archived posts for more about the Shem Arua.

PS: I took a beautiful series of photos today which I’ll post soon, but would like to share a few now; an Ibis that flew high over the house, then curved above the Sun, toward theShem Arua, which was behind a thin wisp of clouds.  ‘Flying is easy’….yes, thank you dear star family of Love and Light, wax shall not melt our wings in this Now. Haha, I love you too. And of course, they/we love All. <3

Dedicated to my beloved Twin Flame, Bareld, with thanks and love…beyond words……Flying is Easy:

flying is easy, you say

like a moth your silhouette

floats at the rim of night

your light haloes the lamp

we could step through this moment

time wrapped around space

unfold Hinton’s tesseract

breathe into the void

your lips touch my neck

your thoughts trace curve of breast

and hip through the winding sheet

life spiral-bound into tenderness

flying is easy, soft words

for the upward plunge of a lifetime

breaching the flatland

our hypercubed love spreads petals

sprays wild geometries of skin

volcanic angel cells erupting

on silver waves of noise

a thousand ringing voices define

this catalytic anthem-light

of iridescent wormholes

wearing your embrace, my love

beyond memory’s cliff

standing precisely on the edge

our toes to the breeze, bared

translucent your flesh like a moth

your silhouette floats

at the rim of night, so bright

you halo the sun in my eyes

your mouth presses my ear

flying is easy, gooseflesh rises

the presence of you, more tangible

than any acquiesced place of

comfort conformity

breathe into the void

shimmers of passion, asensual merge

sphere into sphere, vortex-fruit ripe

in the subtle thud of crystal milk

where blood flowed through our veins

time wrapped around space

for the upward plunge

hypercube love spreads petals

moth-wing math our hybrid guide

off the radar rim of night