“Mommy, Why am I Not a Boy This Time?” – a Story of Reincarnation

I read something that was talking about reincarnation . It stated that GOD recycled people over and over to give them a chance to get all the needed fulfillments in order to accomplish gaining all the rewards GOD offered until the end day . The bible stated that John was reincarnated from Elijah . Sometimes I would like to think that the rewards I missed I would have another chance to gain them . But this book stated that GOD allowed the person to look in the books and see what was needed to gain the rewards , then that person chose the family in which to be born too . But then before birth all knowledge was taken away and even knowledge of records just looked at . All in hopes to have chose the right family and surrounding to accomplish the goal of gaining the rewards left . I really don’t know if any of this is true , but if so many are responsible for their family they chose and surroundings they thought would help them accomplish their goals . Kind of puts a different light on the thoughts of its someone else’s fault I have gone through this mess and assaults I have received . And it makes me see GOD in a different light as one wanting me to succeed and not fail . HE is a GOD of love . GOD states I know the thoughts that I think towards you , thoughts of peace , and not of evil , to give you an expected end ( Jeremiah 29:11 ) .