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Long Talks & Connected Moods
I keep going through phases of not having anything to say– and then finding myself with too much to say and ending up backposting. Normally I do that once a week, but lately–? I'm writing all my posts in only 2 days and then find myself silent the rest of the time. Its a bit vexing. What is with me, anyway?
I know my constant backposting really annoys some people and I apologize, I know its been pretty bad lately.
Meanwhile, I find I'm in a very strange mood today. I'm glad I had 2 friends to help me focus my mind elsewhere for hours at a time. An excellent discussion with Mike Clelland ended up going WAY weirder and further than we've ever gone before, but it was all good– as it always is. Then Cat and I talked current events and politics and such for several more hours. My phone ear (the left) feels ready to fall off– but otherwise I find myself deeply satisfied.
Evening has descended now, and the mood is returning. Its not a bad mood, just 'odd'. No sense of waiting with this mood. No mystical tint washed over my perceptions. Everything simply feels peaceful and okay. It must feel odd to me to feel peaceful and okay, I guess! I feel connected to the world instead of cut off and alone– which is how I feel (and how most people feel) most of the time. The membrane of separation is missing, if that makes any sense.
I know some people can't figure out why I take note whenever a weird mood strikes me, but I'm just recording it because I never know if it means anything or not. Likely not. But hey-! Its the only way to find out for sure. Anyways– I like feeling different sometimes just on the basis of natural brain chemistry alone. Breaks up the tedium of ordinary existence… for FREE. =^)
Happy Pre-Labor Day Weekend, everyone!
2012-08-25 23:05:51
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