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“I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross” Eruera’s Amazing Near Death Experience
Wednesday, May 28, 2014 15:01
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EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I had been playing rugby for about 15 min when the ruck went down, I ran in to recover the ball, I was going for the ball and then, Whack!
Instantly I was thrust outside of my body and was immediately looking at my body, it was writhing and struggling, I could tell that it was in a state of trauma. Looking down I realized that my awareness was rising and as I rose I became further aware of what was happening around my body and became further aware of my awareness capacity. For instance, when I looked at the grass I could tell it was grass but there was an element present that had been missing for the short duration of my physical existence, that element was love. The grass was me and I was the grass, the grass was aware of me, and I had just become aware of the grass. Another example was when I looked around, when I say I looked around, it wasn’t as if I turned and looked, because I was already looking, I looked around at the trees and made a conscious decision to look at the trees because there was an aura of warmth and care emanating from that direction. When I looked at the trees again they were aware of me, exuding from the trees was love and acceptance. When I became aware that this was the end of the physical body I decided to say goodbye to my mother and so I turned to the direction where mum would have been and said goodbye. When looking at my body I could see everyone standing around me, I couldn’t hear what they were saying but I could see that they all thought I was gone. One of the people there was my twin brother, I knew he was my twin but I had the same connection with him as I did with everyone else, there was no difference although I knew the difference. I felt at ease with me leaving my twin. Once this had been realized I looked up and there was a tunnel, the tunnel was dark in color but with love and care filling the void, there was no fear within me and the prospect of moving through it was filling me joy and excitement. I started to rise up into the void and was filled with the feeling of returning home, whatever was raising me there made the journey comfortable and loving. On my journey upward I felt a tug, I looked down and witnessed the man who saved me run over and tell everyone to pick my legs up to re-inflate my lungs. When this happened I was filled with dred at the prospect of returning back to the earthly realm, and with all of my spiritual might I fought the return to my body. It was as if I was crying and asking God to not return me, then POP, I was back in my body conscious of the game I was playing and resumed.
It was years until I could fully grasp what had happened, I always knew what had happened but from my upbringing and the society I was living in, I was restricted in understanding what had happened. It was something that was essentially left for the airy fairy people and not men. Once I began to reflect on the occurrence it dawned on me that I was not this body and that my soul was real.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No My body had just entered a state of trauma, I was crushed by roughly 150kg of big men on the knee of my twin brother, it seems as though I was on the exhale when I was crushed.
Was the experience difficult to express in words?….No….
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?….More consciousness and alertness than normal From the beginning….Everything was imbued with love and care, everything was a part of me and there was no separation between anything, although everything had different qualities everything was from the same source. Everything was true and honest, even the trees and grass.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Everything prior to the NDE was compartmentalized, I was myself and people were themselves, the only relationship between us was we were human. No connection between anything other than the categories I was taught at school.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Reflecting on the NDE, it feels as though I had no hearing but I could see the sound in another way, for example, I didn’t hear anybody say I was a dying but I knew that is what they thought.
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? Yes I herd the man who saved me yell “lift his legs up” which prompted me to turn back and look at my body. This was verified.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?….Absolute love toward everything. No pain, no regrets.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel?….Yes….The tunnel was of a dark color, the light at the end seemed far away and the entrance was large and engulfed most of my upward looking vision.
Did you see an unearthly light?….No….I could see the light but did not seem unearthly but it had to be unearthly because it was not originating from earth.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?….I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin Everything was coming to me through another mode of communication, in my story when I say I was crying it was not crying, this is just the only word my physical mind can use to describe the event. While rising up there was no voice but there was the presence of love which was enough language in itself. The being was out of sight but was present.
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?….No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?….Uncertain….Everything was forgiven of my past misdeeds, and so therefore required no visiting.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?….No….
Did time seem to speed up or slow down?….Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning….Time was irrelevant.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?….Everything about the universe….There was one meaning, everything is interconnected no matter how different the subjects.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?….No….
Did you come to a border or point of no return?….I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was “sent back” against my will….
Did scenes from the future come to you?….No….
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?….No….
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:….Large changes in my life….….
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes I have had major changes, if it was not for this event I would be as secularized as my father is.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?….No
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes About 3-4 years after. It was my twin brother so his reaction was very good and understanding, he has said that it was as if what I experienced he could feel and see also. He has been influenced. He has had his own NDE experience.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?….No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:….Experience was definitely real There was nothing that could tell me that it didn’t happen, I was thinking and acting in the NDE, just like I am now. Maybe it was my brain just flooding the body with all sorts of endorphins or hallucinogenic qualities, but, I have taking these things after the fact and none of them was close to this.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:….Experience was definitely real….After wandering through the drudgery of modern human living and witnessing the ailments of human nature and searching for the real answer to my life it all comes to this NDE and the love that was present in the NDE.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?….Yes….I have the capacity to forgive and love in a greater volumes.
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?….No
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?….No
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes The questions asked brought all the little points out even some that I had forgotten.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The love permeating everything
Source: http://www.ascensionearth2012.org/2014/05/i-came-to-barrier-that-i-was-not.html
