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My Little Story All Over Again
I was totally innocent of all this stuff. I had never used he term New World Order in my life. I had never and still have never listened to conspiracy oriented talk radio. I knew none of any of this.
I was raised to self-identify as a Democrat. My family had some history in that political party. Overall, like everyone else I really believed the ‘fight’ was real, between political parties, etc. Of course without realising it consciously I was collecting clues, things that didn’t add up, intuitive feelings, but on the whole I was a true believer. (One example was a ‘liberal’ campaign sticker someone put on a stop sign near my home. It listed a bunch of grievances and then concluded that it was ‘all one struggle.’ However, the sticker suggested that ‘big business’ opposed ‘abortion rights.’ I was 12 and I wondered how anyone could be so stupid as to believe that literally true. Even middle schoolers can see through their false dialectics on occasion…)
Anyway what happened to me wasn’t those big events of the last decade. I was too frightened and confused to look at those directly. What happened to me was…I started looking closer at the cold war. It was all by chance. I had always been interested in those kinds of things. I chose the Soviet Union for my ´country report´ in elementary school. Well, a few years ago I checked a book out of the library that was current at the time and in the popular press. It dealt with various aspects of Cold War espionage and I learned some surprising things. I had some familiarity already with the characters involved. Certain defectors who had been trotted around as evidence in the Kennedy affair. Long story short, I learned that in addition to the official story there was a revisionist story. The revisionist story piqued my interest because the official story about this obscure incident involving Soviet witnesses for Oswald had always rung false. I simply didn´t know I had permission to doubt it.
I investigated the revisionist story relentlessly. At the time I had access to one of the world´s greatest research centers so I could find anything I needed. I learned that the supposed collapse of the Soviet Union had been predicted as early as the 60´s and continuing through the 80´s by a defector warning it was a deception, part of a global plan for convergence between the two ´sides´ into a global totalitarian superstate. The specifics of these predictions, such as a coalition Solidarity government in Poland and Yeltsin as a possible liberal replacement in Russia gave me chills. What was going on?
So then you find yourself down the rabbit hole. I think at this point it is very easy to get stuck in JBS anti-communists land. You can find thousands of pages of evidence for international communist collusion, people working actively on this global superstate program on ideological communist grounds. You can get stuck there. But something still doesn´t add up. Not just a feeling that more is going on. But real signs that you are still in a purpose created false dialectic. Ever noticed how many times individuals as anti-communists and communists switch places, flip back and forth. Curious. And why does communism also require a strong anti- human life stand? What does that have to do with communism anyway? Nothing. We just are so used to seeing a 100% correlation between the two that we take it for granted. But think how many mixed up ideologies are bundled together in our sanctioned political philosophies. Pro-life Christians have to love America. Socialists have to be feminisits. Who is doing the bundling?
Then into the abyss. Something strange is going on. The anti-communists are great at uncovering programming intended to transform us from men to workers. The part they miss– intentionally?— it is not supposed to be about everyone. When you realise there will be more than one program, and you are the mark– it makes much more sense.
I guess I´ll leave that part there and share with you my more personal take. I am a woman. I think that everyone having something of a self-centered perspective, it is easy for men who have ´woken up` to look more at hard politics of borders , armies, and laws. Wanting complete control of humanity however requires mainly control over the creation and rearing of new humans– women´s work. They want men out of the way so they can seize women and their reproductive capability. Worry about govt yes. But birth control, pregnancy termination, euthenasia, school, and television are maybe more critical. They wrap all this stuff up in fuzzy programs to improve women´s lives and health, but at the end of the day, they need want always seek to reduce population.
I feel frightened seeing these things. I am not a brave person and there are parts I don´t fully understand. I am conflicted sharing my thoughts with others. I don´t want to lead anyone astray. That is by the way the reason there is very little theology here. That is too important to get wrong. I worry about being a foolish woman and saying the wrong thing. I have been wrong before on other matters. I want to be cautious and careful and listen to opposing views, but in real life if anyone discovers I don´t fully accept the official story on everything, they laugh at me. How to begin a dialogue there?
2012-08-23 14:54:00
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